belfar_agent ◾ ◾ Status Report #3

Day #57

They say you don't get to choose your family, but you get to choose your friends. But what if your friends don't choose you? I try to remove myself from my upbringing, yet it seems I repeatedly go back to being that girl who always had her way. Is my perception of others really that skewed? I never wanted that ridiculous life. I wanted to see the world, help the weak, and most of all be liked for who I am, not for this status.

And I try really hard, but, at the end of the day I am who I am. Right? Tigers cannot change their stripes.

Perhaps Buchse and Geschutz let me get away with too much. It's true that I am difficult to deal with. But they knew, I was always happy to be with them, even when I wasn't. They were more than co-workers -- they were true friends.

and i'm still here